Day 36
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My father’s family, meanwhile,
________(遍布)
Chicago’s broader South Side and include________(一堆姑婆和三代表亲)
, plus a few________(游散的远亲)
whose blood connection remain________(模糊不清)
. We________(和所有人都有来往)
. -
________(卷发)
little man -
________(酷炫时髦)
-
They wore
________(喇叭裤)
and________(高领毛衣)
. -
My grandfather was
________(相处起来没那么好玩)
. -
with
________(晚间新闻正在播报)
on the television nearby -
He was galled by the day’s headlines: gall - 胆汁 (名词);VEX (动词)
-
________(让全世界的黑人都背上恶名)
Day 37
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________(经营得很好)
a thriving Bible bookstore -
In her
________(下班时间)
-
meekness: 温和
-
his
________(接二连三的抱怨)
-
There was something about my grandmother’s silence and passivity in her relationship with Dandy that
________(让我不爽)
. -
I was the only one in the family to
________(RETORT ON / 顶嘴)
Dandy when he yelled. -
His stubbornness was something I recognized, something I’d inherited myself, though I hoped in a less
________(伤人感情的)
form. -
There was also a softness in Dandy, which I
________(只在不经意的一瞥中见过)
. -
________(聊天的时候不经意说了一个复杂的词)
-
But then something would
________(激怒他)
and he’d start snarling again. -
crankily: 任性的/暴躁的
-
A
________(机智灵敏的)
and intelligent kid -
He’d been
________(CHRISTENED/起外号叫)
“the Professor” and________(一早设定了将来有一天上大学的目标)
.
Day 38
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He also
________(成年/达到法定年龄)
during the Great Depression. -
________(他能做的选择永远都不会变多)
. -
________(在50年间)
. -
________(很难得到工作)
. -
________(在保龄球馆摆放瓶子)
and________(做一些杂务的零活)
-
Gradually, he
________(降低了期望)
,________(放弃了上大学的梦想)
, thinking he’d________(培训做某事)
become an electrician instead. But this, too, was quickly________(挫败)
. -
jitney: 小型公共汽车
-
able-bodied: 身强力壮的
Day 39
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It pained them, I know, to be
________(扔在一边)
, to be________(困在一份以自己的能力绰绰有余的岗位上)
, to watch white people________(超过他们)
at work, sometimes training new employees they knew might one day become their bosses -
And it
________(在他们每个人心中都滋生[怨恨])
at least a basic level of resentment and mistrust: You never quite knew what other folks saw you to be. -
He then went on to
________(走过了三十年)
as a postal worker before retiring with a pension that helped allow him all that time to yell at the boo-boos on TV from the comfort of his recliner. -
But still, Dandy would remain unable to see his children’s accomplishments as
________(作为他[自身梦想]的一种延伸)
. As we saw every Sunday arriving at Parkway Gardens for dinner, my grandfather lived with the________(他自己那破灭了的梦想留下的苦涩残渣)
. -
part of the
________(亲缘关系疏远的人群)
that often turned up when my parents drove over for a visit -
As the adults drank coffee and laughed in the kitchen,
________(将出现同步的场景)
as Craig and I joined whatever________(一群孩子)
came with those adults.
Day 40
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I’d jump double Dutch or try to
________(融入到任何进行中的玩笑话中)
. -
________(在某一时刻)
, one of the girls, a second, third, or fourth cousin of mine,________(斜眼看我)
and said, just________(有点激动)
, “________(为什么)
you talk like a white girl?” -
anthill: 蚁冢
-
The question was
________(尖刻)
. -
But I knew
________(她指的是什么)
. -
I did speak different
________(FROM)
some of my relatives. -
Our parents had
________(灌输给我们)
the importance of using proper________(措辞)
, of saying “going” instead of “goin” and “isn’t” instead of “ain’t”. We were taught to________(完成)
our words. -
They bought us a dictionary and a full Encyclopedia Britannica set, which
________(放在)
a shelf in the stairwell to our department, its titles________(蚀刻)
in gold. -
Dandy, too,
________(是一个影响因子)
, meticulously correcting our grammar or________(劝告)
us to________(清晰地发音)
our words when we went over for dinner. -
We were expected not just to be smart but to own our smartness – to
________(拥有)
it with pride – and this________(反映在)
how we speak.
Day 41
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white middle-class Kansans: 堪萨斯州人 /ˈkænzəs/
-
I’d see this confusion
________(发生 UNFOLD)
on the national stage among whites and blacks alike. -
I passed the rest of that day trying to say less to my cousin, feeling
________(扫兴)
by her hostility, but also wanting her to________(认为我是一个真诚的人)
– not trying to________(炫耀)
some advantage. -
my parents’ laughter
________([笑声]轻松响亮)
over the yard. -
I watched my brother
________(在..过程中)
a sweaty game with a group of boys on the adjacent street corner. -
I look back on the discomfort of that moment now and recognize the more universal challenge of
________(矫正)
who you are with where you come from and where you want to go.