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My father’s family, meanwhile,
________(遍布)Chicago’s broader South Side and include________(一堆姑婆和三代表亲), plus a few________(游散的远亲)whose blood connection remain________(模糊不清). We________(和所有人都有来往). -
________(卷发)little man -
________(酷炫时髦) -
They wore
________(喇叭裤)and________(高领毛衣). -
My grandfather was
________(相处起来没那么好玩). -
with
________(晚间新闻正在播报)on the television nearby -
He was galled by the day’s headlines: gall - 胆汁 (名词);VEX (动词)
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________(让全世界的黑人都背上恶名)
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________(经营得很好)a thriving Bible bookstore -
In her
________(下班时间) -
meekness: 温和
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his
________(接二连三的抱怨) -
There was something about my grandmother’s silence and passivity in her relationship with Dandy that
________(让我不爽). -
I was the only one in the family to
________(RETORT ON / 顶嘴)Dandy when he yelled. -
His stubbornness was something I recognized, something I’d inherited myself, though I hoped in a less
________(伤人感情的)form. -
There was also a softness in Dandy, which I
________(只在不经意的一瞥中见过). -
________(聊天的时候不经意说了一个复杂的词) -
But then something would
________(激怒他)and he’d start snarling again. -
crankily: 任性的/暴躁的
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A
________(机智灵敏的)and intelligent kid -
He’d been
________(CHRISTENED/起外号叫)“the Professor” and________(一早设定了将来有一天上大学的目标).
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He also
________(成年/达到法定年龄)during the Great Depression. -
________(他能做的选择永远都不会变多). -
________(在50年间). -
________(很难得到工作). -
________(在保龄球馆摆放瓶子)and________(做一些杂务的零活) -
Gradually, he
________(降低了期望),________(放弃了上大学的梦想), thinking he’d________(培训做某事)become an electrician instead. But this, too, was quickly________(挫败). -
jitney: 小型公共汽车
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able-bodied: 身强力壮的
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It pained them, I know, to be
________(扔在一边), to be________(困在一份以自己的能力绰绰有余的岗位上), to watch white people________(超过他们)at work, sometimes training new employees they knew might one day become their bosses -
And it
________(在他们每个人心中都滋生[怨恨])at least a basic level of resentment and mistrust: You never quite knew what other folks saw you to be. -
He then went on to
________(走过了三十年)as a postal worker before retiring with a pension that helped allow him all that time to yell at the boo-boos on TV from the comfort of his recliner. -
But still, Dandy would remain unable to see his children’s accomplishments as
________(作为他[自身梦想]的一种延伸). As we saw every Sunday arriving at Parkway Gardens for dinner, my grandfather lived with the________(他自己那破灭了的梦想留下的苦涩残渣). -
part of the
________(亲缘关系疏远的人群)that often turned up when my parents drove over for a visit -
As the adults drank coffee and laughed in the kitchen,
________(将出现同步的场景)as Craig and I joined whatever________(一群孩子)came with those adults.
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I’d jump double Dutch or try to
________(融入到任何进行中的玩笑话中). -
________(在某一时刻), one of the girls, a second, third, or fourth cousin of mine,________(斜眼看我)and said, just________(有点激动), “________(为什么)you talk like a white girl?” -
anthill: 蚁冢
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The question was
________(尖刻). -
But I knew
________(她指的是什么). -
I did speak different
________(FROM)some of my relatives. -
Our parents had
________(灌输给我们)the importance of using proper________(措辞), of saying “going” instead of “goin” and “isn’t” instead of “ain’t”. We were taught to________(完成)our words. -
They bought us a dictionary and a full Encyclopedia Britannica set, which
________(放在)a shelf in the stairwell to our department, its titles________(蚀刻)in gold. -
Dandy, too,
________(是一个影响因子), meticulously correcting our grammar or________(劝告)us to________(清晰地发音)our words when we went over for dinner. -
We were expected not just to be smart but to own our smartness – to
________(拥有)it with pride – and this________(反映在)how we speak.
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white middle-class Kansans: 堪萨斯州人 /ˈkænzəs/
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I’d see this confusion
________(发生 UNFOLD)on the national stage among whites and blacks alike. -
I passed the rest of that day trying to say less to my cousin, feeling
________(扫兴)by her hostility, but also wanting her to________(认为我是一个真诚的人)– not trying to________(炫耀)some advantage. -
my parents’ laughter
________([笑声]轻松响亮)over the yard. -
I watched my brother
________(在..过程中)a sweaty game with a group of boys on the adjacent street corner. -
I look back on the discomfort of that moment now and recognize the more universal challenge of
________(矫正)who you are with where you come from and where you want to go.